
 
        
         
		TRIPS OF TERROR 
 A woman’s journey to America 
 “Crossings: Untold Stories of Undocumented Migrants” — Chapter 11 
 COURIER LIFE, FEBRUARY 11-17, 2022 19 
 Jenny  from  El  Salvador  
 still has nightmares  
 about her traumatic trip  
 to the United States. 
 “It was 2008 when my boyfriend  
 fi rst asked me to marry  
 him,” Jenny remembers. “I was  
 eighteen, and he was seventeen,  
 but he was already a man, living  
 away from home and earning  
 a good wage. In our country  
 we  grow  up  quickly.  The  
 next question he asked was if I  
 wanted to go to America with  
 him to start a life there.” 
 Jenny wasn’t quite ready to  
 uproot her life and head to the  
 United States, so her partner  
 set out by himself to establish  
 a life in the northern promised  
 land, and Jenny planned to join  
 him when she was ready. 
 “His mother was already in  
 New York, and she paid for a  
 coyote to bring him to her. He  
 had such an easy trip — it had  
 only taken a little more than a  
 week,” she said. “He had been  
 brought from El Salvador to the  
 U.S. in trucks with a few other  
 people, and he kept saying how  
 the trip was easy and even fun.  
 He found work and didn’t give  
 up on the idea of having me join  
 him.”  
 “We had previously discussed  
 this possibility. I hadn’t  
 gone with him earlier that year  
 when he had left because I was  
 studying accounting.”  
 After  some  thought,  Jenny  
 decided she could no longer be  
 separated from her soulmate.  
 “He wrote to my dad asking  
 permission to marry me, promising  
 to look after and take good  
 care of me,” Jenny says. “My  
 dad was in agreement, as he  
 felt he was a good person who  
 would indeed be a good husband  
 for me.”  
 “Two  coyotes  turned  up  in  
 a van and drove me to Guatemala. 
  I was surprised that I was  
 their only client,” she remembers. 
   
 Eventually, the trio arrived  
 at a small hotel in Guatemala,  
 where the coyotes put Jenny  
 in a room with around 15 other  
 people — and they waited for  
 the next leg of their treacherous  
 journey.  
 “After four days I was put  
 on a truck with a group of people  
 from the house,” Jenny  
 said. “We were driven north  
 through Guatemala to the border  
 of Mexico. Inevitably, we  
 got pulled over by police. The  
 police asked for our IDs and  
 gave the driver of the truck a  
 hard time. The driver seemed  
 used  to  this  type  of  situation.  
 He had spent ages negotiating  
 with the police. Eventually, after  
 about two nail-biting hours,  
 the driver and the police came  
 to a deal. The police let us pass,  
 and the driver produced a wad  
 of money to pay him off.” 
 When  they came  to a river,  
 the coyotes forced the group out  
 of the truck, and they continued  
 the next part of their journey on  
 foot.  
 After crossing the water, the  
 group posted up at a run-down  
 house, which was worse than  
 the hotel — much to Jenny’s  
 surprise.   
 “I woke up in the middle of  
 the night, as I felt my skin was  
 crawling. I looked down, and  
 to  my  horror  it  was.  I  could  
 see small insects on my arms.  
 I tried to knock them off and  
 realized they were stuck to me  
 drinking my blood. Bedbugs!  
 I was horrifi ed,” she said. “I  
 started crying. I wanted to  
 sleep, but I was disgusted at the  
 idea of the bedbugs crawling on  
 me in the dark.” 
 Making matters worse,  
 Jenny was the only woman in  
 the group, and one coyote kept  
 making advances on her.  
 “The guide would follow me  
 around and say to me, ‘Tonight  
 we can be together. Something  
 can happen between the two  
 of us,’” she said. “I was frightened  
 by this man. I was the only  
 woman there. He was a dirty,  
 lecherous creep who made me  
 feel so uncomfortable. I tried to  
 avoid him. I wouldn’t even take  
 a shower, because I was scared  
 that he might try and follow me  
 into the bathroom.” 
 After a while, the coyote told  
 the group that it was their turn  
 to go.  
 “We left very early in the  
 morning around 4:30 and drove  
 all day until we got to the outskirts  
 of  Mexico  City,”  Jenny  
 recalls. “I actually enjoyed the  
 ride from Chiapas, and the area  
 we arrived at was exceptionally  
 beautiful. The hotel there was a  
 big improvement from the last  
 one, and fi nally I managed to  
 take a shower and washed some  
 of my clothes.” 
 Eventually, the group got  
 to  the  border  of  Texas,  where  
 they were forced to wait for an  
 extended period of time, as ICE  
 offi cers were  crawling  around  
 the area.  
 “Then, one day it was time  
 to go. We were dropped off near  
 the border and had to walk until  
 we got to the river,” Jenny remembers. 
   
 Jenny, who couldn’t swim,  
 was put in a large infl atable  
 raft, which the coyotes pulled  
 across the river, and crammed  
 the border crossers into a small  
 car.  
 “They piled everyone into a  
 small car: the two men and the  
 two  children  from  my  group  
 with the three other people  
 from the other group. It was a  
 really small car, and they told  
 me I just wasn’t going to fi t,”  
 Jenny said. “I was very confused, 
  the children were crying, 
  and I still remember their  
 little faces pressed against the  
 window as the people were  
 driven off with the coyotes from  
 McAllen in the front.” 
 Once  they got  into Texas, a  
 new coyote brought Jenny to  
 a dollar store, where she could  
 pick out any clothes and goods  
 she needed.  
 “He then took me to a hotel  
 in McAllen, Texas and dropped  
 me  off.  He  told  me  he  owned  
 a house, and he needed to go  
 home and sort out a few things.  
 He left and closed the door. It  
 was great to have a room to myself, 
  so I took a shower.” 
 Then, the unthinkable happened. 
   
 “There was a huge crash.  
 The front door was kicked  
 down, and inburst a lot of men  
 wearing black masks over their  
 faces, armed with big guns. I  
 was standing there with a large  
 knife cutting mangos, but I  
 knew I should hide, so I ducked  
 down behind the counter. I had  
 moved fast, but I knew they had  
 seen me.”  
 After a while, the police  
 showed up, and everyone scattered. 
  Jenny’s coyote was killed  
 during the comotion, and she  
 was left wondering what her  
 next move was.  
 “The manager explained to  
 me that she had spoken with  
 new guides who would get me  
 through to Houston, Texas,  
 which was where the last  
 checkpoint would be.” 
 When they arrived, though,  
 the sexual advanced persisted,  
 and Jenny was left praying she  
 would continue unharmed.  
 “The driver sat beside me  
 and kept trying to touch me.  
 ‘Hey, why are you so worried?  
 I’m a nice guy. You wouldn’t be  
 disappointed. We could have a  
 good time.’”  
 “I later found out that the  
 guides  had  called  my  family  
 and told them if they didn’t pay  
 up $3,500 that they would never  
 see us again,” Jenny said. “Pay  
 the money, or she will be dead  
 by the end of the day,’ the guys  
 had said to my mother-in-law.” 
 Eventually, Jenny made it  
 to the last leg of her journey,  
 where a female coyote helped  
 connect her with her motherin 
 law and her fi ancé — giving  
 Jenny the opportunity to help  
 her extended family, and build  
 a better life for herself.  
 She remains thankful,  
 though, that she was able to survive  
 the treacherous journey.  
 “I am glad that I have been  
 able to help them, and I am fortunate  
 that I survived to tell my  
 tale.”  
 This story is part of  
 a bi-weekly series containing  
 edited chapters  
 of Sharon Hollins’ 2021  
 book “Crossings: Untold  
 Stories of Undocumented  
 Migrants.”